I have been typing in a very structured manner and I think i am going to start typing more like the thoughts appear in my head. Sorry for any typos, or grammatical errors. Here we go. So I am in this mood today after a stupid meeting which my boss was 45 minutes late to and went much later than anyone anticipated. This caused me to miss a meeting with a prospective client and not probably wont get the sale. This was my first client meeting and shot it in the butt. Thankfully my boss is not mad at me but feels bad for feeling like he contributed to my situation. Either way, this has got me pissed on top of everything else going on. I still considered myself a very blessed person in that there are a lot of other people much more less off than me, i am simply frustrated with the situation now. My wife has been improving significantly since i last wrote and she was able to get all the way through the Shabbat blessings without crying so that is huge!! The weather is great and we have some interested buyers with our house so I PRAY that something will come about with that. If you are looking for a house in Casper, let me know and i will hook you up. At work I have adopted a new approach with prospecting and anxious to try it. I read a good article about how to get past the gatekeeper and look forward to experimenting. I guess i just am struggling with several things right now and I know Yah will show me his wisdom in the events yet to come. I just cant see it yet. why is there a film canister on my desk. I wonder what is on the film? I might take it to Walgreens to get it developed and see. I found it in my laptop bag. Well, tomorrow is Thursday and I still have a ton of emails to send off but here i am writing to you. We just got a great deal on our United airlines tickets because someone got beaten and dragged off an airplane by one of their crew members. That is something we are looking forward to. in June, my wife and I are taking a vacation to just get away and enjoy life for a little while. Wont be anything exciting, just get away from life and be with each other for a little bit. Why cant that happen more often. I wish I had a business that was successful enough that I could just go away occasionally, not a ton, just enough to say I have lived a good life. No, I have to be at work all the time to pay for 2 houses and things for the new house but never really take the time to get out and play. we hike, camp, kayak, golf, etc but nothing ever very exciting. I just want to go!!!